Uncostumized Desire

Liarsssssss

2012-01-21T11:33:00.000Z

I know I don't usually do this but.....................this TV-series is epic! The tense, the drama, the plot, the people, the girls, the guys, the fashion, the problems, all are my favorites

last episodes on Pretty Little Liars make me stay. The story was just................epic

Little (fake) drama at community service. Got ya, A

Hanna's super fab nail. LOOOOOOOOOVEEEE

shud I tell you the story? shud I? shud I???!!!

Nah, it would be too long. why don't you guys try for yourself? Beware : addiction ;)

My Version of True Love

2012-01-15T02:45:00.001Z

bahahahah I suck at photo-editing....................................

anyway, they're my mom and my dad. In their 18th marriage (this year's 19th) and beyond their age, they are still so..............unyu. Like a teenagers.

My mom changes her display picture on BBM with her edited photo of her&dad, and my friends said,"Unyu banget nyokap lu, Cil." And I realized, they are.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO I made this! tarrrraaahhh! Maybe I'll use it for the celebration of their next anniversary. hahahahay~

I hope I can be as unyu as them when I met someone who I'll be marrying♥

What Happened in 2011

2012-01-03T00:14:00.000Z

I know it's late - too late to be exact, but I really want to post this. You know, as an appreciation to 2011, the best year ever, when sweet memories & bad memories blend as one, but still, worth to remember♥

I spent new year at home - no, I missed it. I slept. Hahahahaha.

Had fun at Tria's birthday party on 1st January and come home by myself. But it's true, it's fun :)

Grazia Vocalista! Participate in Alseace's Choir Competition and again, we are the 1st winner!! And it's the first time I became the conductor. Happy time. Big times♥

Bakti Sosial Rokris to local orphan house. It's a great experience. They made me cry because of their confession :')

Rokris's Easter to Ragunan. Not quite exciting, but still, I enjoyed my time with Rokris♥

Karaoke time with XICINTA2 at Citra's birthday!!!!! Fun. Big time. Sang along~~~~~~

Another super-fun time with XICINTA2, barbeque and sleep over at Cita's :D I came late with Citra, but we still had some fun. MISS YOU TO DEATH, XICINTA2!!!!!!!!!♥♥♥

Another party-crasher-fun time at Echa's birthday party. reunite with Amazing Family♥

A super amazing last day with XICINTA2!!!!!!!!!! superbbbbbbb~

Drama. Tough, hard job, but quite fun :D

GRAZIA VOCALISTA GOES TO DEPDIKNAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooohooooo once-in-a-lifetime experience. We got the chance to sing (and skip school. hahaha) for Hardiknas' Ceremony at Depdiknas. And the people loooooove our performance. Be the conductor. again. In a sudden-_-

Sidi 2011's Retret!!!! It's a big big big big fun time. We laugh, we took photos, share spooky stories in a middle of the night, etc. Miss the togetherness. Big time♥

Pemberkatan. We're adult now, we're legal now O:)

ANYER WITH XICINTA2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One of the best memories ever. A night with the galauers~

34 2012's birthday!!! Love who we are, 2012. Please never change♥

Another party time. Annisa Mahdiya's birthday celebration wooohooo. And yes, I love that night. Too much♥

XICINTA2's breakfasting!!!!!!!!! It really really fun. reunited<3<3

XII IPA 1's breakfasting. I miss this. Where things are like what they used to be. take me back. take me back!!!!!!!!!!

AMAZING's breakfasting! Got the chance to meet Iwet's adorable cousin. And reunited again <3

34 2012's breakfasting!!! I love this one. Not much coming, but I love the togetherness

ROKRIS'S RETRET TO PUNCAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaawwwwwww love this. I miss this. I miss something I didn't supposed to miss. But sadly, yes, I miss this. :(

Lunch & Movie time with Rokris at PIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love this again. miss this again. Take me back. I want to have this again. again. again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BIRTHDAY DINNER!! I love you guys, you made my birthday super fun. Love you

Big big big fun time with XII IPA 1.

MK Grazia Vocalista. I loooovvveeee Grazia Vocalista. Fuuuunnnn~

Halloween with XII IPA 1 at my house. spooky spooky~

Bedah Kampus UI 2011!!!!!! Because of this, I set my dream. Faculty Of Medicine, University of Indonesia 2012. Amen O:)

Rokris's Christmas!!! Fun, although I still thought that things were far far better when Retret. But still, I love Rokris♥

XII IPA 1's polling!!!!!!! I am the labil-est. Grr >:O

Christmas Celebration at Bandung with Big Family. Dear Jesus, Happy Birthday O:)

Those are happy time going on 2011. I will miss you, 2011. I guess 2012 won't be as fun as this, But still, hope for the best thing going on 2012. O:)

New On The Block - CLOTHING!

2012-01-01T10:38:00.003Z

YOU WANT SOME? YOU WANT IT ALL?

off course you can! :D

check them out here or here

Thank You, Mom

2011-12-23T08:21:00.002Z

I know it's late, but I really wanna do some dedication for my most amazing woman alive, MOM♥

Dear Mom,
Thank you for all your sacrifices. Sorry to make you fatter than before. Sorry to make you spend more money. Sorry to make you go home late every day, just to satisfy me. Sorry to make you scream everytime we fight. Sorry to make your day even worse sometimes. Sorry I can't be someone who's good enough to you.

Dear Mom,
I know that I'm not good enough for you, but you're definitely the best for me. You're always there. You make my day so much better. You are definitely my hero. You are...............................no words are enough to say you're more than perfect.

Dear Mom,
I love you. Big time. Big big time. Big big big time. Unlimited time~

Dear Mom,
I know it will never enough to reply it. But just so know, I'll love you no matter what happens :')

Dear Mom,
For you, I will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be a doctor for you..................so you don't need to buy packs of tissue for me again.......yep, I'm gonna be a doctor to cure my sinus. LOL

AND MOM, THERE WILL BE NO ENOUGH SPACE TO DESCRIBE YOU.
I LOVE YOU, NO MATTER WHAT

this is my superwoman. The amazing woman of mine♥♥

Positive

2011-12-13T00:44:00.002Z

for anyone who are strong enough, no matter how hard it is

for whatever you've been through

cause I know you're stronger than this :)

Christmas Before Christmas

2011-12-11T08:29:00.001Z

So, we, Rokris, had this annual event held every year, it's christmas. Yea, I know, it's waaay too early, but it's okay. What more important is our heart, right? not the date :)

anyway, this event held in Bakmi Japos, Cinere. At first it would be in Fifo cafe, Rempoa, but there are some technical problem so we move to Japos. Quite disappointing, yes.

Okay, I arrived there late. Since I and 2012 are not the crew anymore, so we are quite................what's 'nyantai' in English?

okay, I know my english is bad. sorry :(

anyway, the event was quite success. Although there were no many alumnus come, but I still had some fun.

the crew leader and the next vice president!

The ones who helped me for one year. thank you, thank you so much

*big hug*

the comers of the night. Rokris34 all the way! \m/

2012!!!!!!!!! \m/

so I left at about 9 pm. I had fun. The last christmas as student of Rokris34 :(

ah-neh-way, did I mention I love glee too much???

Yes, I do.

Especially their new songs

#gleekforever

Soon to be medicine student,

M. Kartikandini

BKUI 2011!!!!!

2011-12-06T23:36:00.001Z

di tengah-tengah UAS (suram) kemaren, gue menyempatkan diri untuk datang ke calon kampus gue (amin) dalam rangka Bedah Kampus 2011 hari minggu kemarin. Sebenarnya sih acaranya 2 hari, sabtu sama minggu, tapi hari sabtunya gue ada pelatihan matematika di Manggarai yang paginya ada diskusi kimia. Salah satu pertanyaan gue, terus kapan gue belajar kimianya?

Sistim Kebut Semalam pada hari minggu *sigh*

Dan ternyata SKS itu sama sekali gak ngefek buat gue. paginya gue entah kenapa malah jadi ngeblank, dan berujung pada nilai gue yang amat sangat jelek. 62,5........................... *nangis di pojokan*

eniwei, yang mau gue bahasa disini adalah BKUI 2011. bukan gue-galau-remed-kimia-dan-gue-yakin-kuncinya-salah-terus-gue-bershower. Not that.

jadi, awalnya gue ke BKUI sama Reska, Ima, dan Citra. Singkat cerita, kita sampe di UI, dan ternyata BKUI itu super rame. Dan ternyata hari sabtunya jauh lebih rame daripada itu. hayhaaay lucky! *joget*

terus gue ke stand banyak banget, dari gue tertarik banget sampe yang gak gue lirik samsek. Gue ke stand FKUI (calon fakultas! amin), terus gue nanya hal yang paling gak penting : Kak, kuliah di kedokteran tuh susah gak sih? Nice one, Cil------_____________------- dan gue tau ternyata FK Reguler is not that expensive for ppl!!! yeay! *joget lagi*.

Terus gue ke stand Arsitektur, dan kakaknya bilang bener-bener diajarin dari yang paling basic, kayak cara megang pensil.

Di stand Tehnik Kimia, gue nanya apa aja yang dipelajarin, terus kakak-kakaknya jelasin gitu sampe panjang tapi gue malah gak dengerin. hahahay. Tapi gue tetep tertarik Tekim. Woooh.

Terus ke stand Tehnik Industri, ketemu Hani sama Janur, pas banget mereka abis dijelasin sama kakak-kakaknya, terus gue & Ima nanya lagi

I : Kak, saya gak ngerti deh, sebenernya Tehnik Industri tuh ngapain sih kak?

Kakaknya (K) : Yaaah ini baru aja dijelasin

I : gapapa kak, jelasin lagi kaaak, siapa tau abis ini jadi ngerti terus pengen masuk tekin kak

K : *jelasin ulang*

I & Gue : *ngangguk2 sok ngerti*

K : terus jadinya kalian tertarik gak masuk tekin?

I : Gak, kak, hahahahah.

kalo gue jadi kakaknya, gue bakalan ngelempar gue & ima. Untungnya tidak

Terus gue ke stand kriminologi dan admin niaga. sesungguhnya gue gatau untuk apa gue kesitu, jadi, ya..............gue gausah ceritain deh. hahahah

ke stand ilmu komputer juga, tapi gue.....................malah makin gangerti bedanya sistem informasi sama ilmu komputer. oke-_-

Ke stand sastra juga, dan standnya lucu giduuuu. Sastra inggris, ada yang pake baju putih panjang kayak ratu inggris gitu, Prancis di standnya banyak gambar eiffel eiffel gitu. Korea, kakaknya pake baju tradisional Korea gitu. Btw, Reska spend so much time here-_-. Di jawa, mereka nyediain primbon gitu sama bikin tato pake tulisan jawa. Sastra indonesia, ada kakak yang baca puisi lama gitu sambil berdiri di atas kursi sambil menghayati gitu.

Nah ini yang serem. anak filsafat. gausah diceritain lah, lu cukup tau aja.

terus abis itu udah keabisan stand untuk ~~dijarah~~ dikunjungi, kita keluar cari makan. penuh pangkat seribu. akhirnya kita beli makan & minum, terus duduk di rumput kayak gelandangan. miris. udah keren-keren ke UI, makan di pinggiran. sedih.

Terus abis itu kita ke perpustakaan UI, yang amat sangat keren. Ada starbucks, gede banget, komputernya berjejer mac semua. gede lagi. gila. sayangnya tahun depan gue di Salemba (amin) jadi, yah, gue ngapain juga jauh-jauh ke depok cuma buat ngerasain MAC?-_-

pulang jam 2an, nebeng citra sampe poins square, terus sampe rumah jam 4an. Mencoba belajar, tapi ngablu. jam 5 tidur, dilanjutkan jam 6. malah belajarnya makin ngablu. ditambah belom nyentuh sinem sama sekali. gatau deh gue hari itu mau jadi apa.

yang, gue cuma foto sedikit. salah satunya muka gue di figur dengan jaket kuning dan makara ijo. amin *doa semalam suntuk*

Dear UI, watch me becoming your student next year. Amen

2011-11-28T05:12:00.001Z

just watch and you'll be amazed

Breaking Dawn

2011-11-19T10:47:00.001Z

hai.

Pendalaman materi alias PM sudah dimulai untuk semua siswa kelas 12 di 34. Pendapat gue? capek. kuadrat.

Emang sih, i know, PM tuh penting, tapi tapi tapi..................capeknya itu, loh, gak nahan. Hari Jumat belajar sampe setengah 11, istirahat sholat jumat dsb sampe jam 1, terus langsung PM dengan materi segitu banyaknya dijejelin begitu aja, sampe jam setengah 4. Abis itu, langsung caw ke Quin untuk les. Pulang? Tidur. Besoknya, sabtu, hari libur sedunia (merasa tidak rela hari liburnya diambil), PM lagi dari jam 7 sampe jam 12. Sampe rumah? Tidur lagi. Kayaknya gue bakalan mencintai tidur lebih dari apapun nanti #CurhatanPelajar #DearDiaryEdisiPelajar

Terus tadi, gue dan Citra memutuskan untuk take a little break by watching Breaking Dawn di Cinere Mall. Ya, cinere mall. I know. Gausah komentar....................

Intinya adalah, Breaking Dawn is AWESOME. Gue suka segala hal di film itu, meskipun, menurut gue, best movie from the sequel is Twilight. Tapi Breaking Dawn worth to watch lah. Meskipun, saran dari gue, jangan nonton di cm. cukup bgt selama 2 jam itu 3 kali layarnya mati, dan harganya 25rb. gak worth it.

tapi intinya.................................today's okay :)

2011-11-14T14:42:00.001Z

When it's to faith, nothing right or wrong. It's all about how you hold on to your faith no matter what happen, and respect another's

11/11/11 Spesial?

2011-11-11T13:59:00.001Z

Hai. Kali ini (calon) dokter Cilla kembali lagi. Hahahay.

Topik gue post ini adalah tanggal yang diyakini bagus & beruntung ini, 11/11/11. Sebenernya, apa sih yang bisa bikin tanggal kayak begini dibilang spesial? Libur nasional, bukan. Hari raya, bukan. Sekolah libur, bukan. Hari kelulusan, bukan. Hari dimana gue bangun pagi dan tiba-tiba, jreng, gue jadi dokter, juga bukan.

Yang meyakini kalo ini tanggal bagus buat jadian, angkat tangan! Gue angkat tangan juga, kali, tapi bedanya gue udah jadian kok, sama buku-buku pelajaran dan kumpulan soal UAN & SNMPTN di rumah #NasibCalonUjian #ForeverAlone.

Okeh. Back to topic.

Sebuah tweet menginspirasi gue untuk menulis post ini secara random lewat email di bb saking randomnya. Kenapa lewat email di hp? Karena males nyalain komputer padahal komputernya di depan gue. Sekian.
#DanPostIniSelesai.
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#TapiBoong.

Oh iya, tweetnya "stop dong ngebahas 111111. Gaada yang spesial juga buat gue." Terus gue jadi mikir. Ada ya, hari yang nggak spesial?

Actually, semua hari itu spesial, asal lo bisa belajar mensyukuri segala sesuatu hal, dari yang paling kecil sekalipun. Nggak mungkin kan, dalam sehari lo bener-bener gaada yang bisa disyukurin saking terlalu sialnya kayak, pagi-pagi rambut masih oke, wangi, jatoh, berkilau, terus tau-tau kejatohan tai burung. Buru-buru balik ke rumah buat ngambil syampo, beniat keramas di sekolah, eh ternyata waktu balik ke sekolah, telat, gerbang ditutup, akhirnya balik lagi ke rumah. Sampe rumah, rumah kosong, terkunci di luar pager. Mau pergi kemana, dompet kempes, duitnya pada di rumah semua. Nah itu baru pagi loh.

Terus, gimana bersyukurnya cil?

Bersyukurlah karena lo masih hidup. Bersyukurlah karena lo masih diberi kesempatan sama yang diatas buat ngelakuin hal-hal yang baik.

Sebenernya perkataan gue tadi bisa menjurus ke arah lain dan ke arah refleksi sotoy lainnya, tapi simpan itu buat post refleksi sotoy lainnya.

Ya, contoh aja. Disaat tanggal bagus ini, pasti banyak yang mikirnya, bersyukurlah kalo jadian. Dulu, disaat gue masih labil, masih childish, gue mikirnya begitu. Sekarang, tanggal bagus, terus kenapa? Gak menjamin yang jadian tanggal segini bagus juga kan?

Contoh aja nih, hari ini gue bersyukur, gak ada ulangan dan pr untuk hari ini (buat yang ini sebetulnya gue joget-joget), gaada PO yang berarti pulang super cepet, dan bisa keluar meskipun satpam sekolah yang you-know-lah, urusan berkas-berkas buat daftar PMDK telkom lengkap semua, dan masih punya duit dan lain-lainnya.

Dan gue bisa aja bilang besok akan sama spesialnya kayak hari ini, meskipun tanggalnya gak seganteng tanggal hari ini. Atau, bahkan lebih lagi.

Intinya, spesial itu relatif. Bukannya gue nyumpahin yang jadian hari ini gak awet, gak kok, gue mah bisa berbahagia untuk orang lain. Hanya saja, kategori 'spesial' untuk tiap orang itu beda. Dan spesial itu baru bisa lo rasakan begitu lo belajar untuk mensyukuri segala sesuatu dari yang paling biasa sampai yang paling gak biasa. Syukurin segala sesuatunya, dan saat itulah lo tau, bahwa ini semua spesial.

Salam spesial! ;;)

And still, berhubung ini masih tanggal 11, I wish nothin' but the best for you~

WELCOME TO THE GRAVE!

2011-11-11T06:44:00.001Z

having a super great night with XII IPA 1 last week....................it's halloween night!

di tengah-tengah acara, something weird happened, kita kita stop acaranya, dan semuanya langsung pada apus make up, ganti kostum, dan langsung caw. Well, except for my best chairmate, Citra, dia nginep sekaligus menemani gue disaat-saat................yah....................you know lah #KehilanganKataKata. Kesimpulannya, acara kita yang setelah gue ingat-ingat hanya sejam, sebagian besarnya hanya terdiri atas foto-foto.

Dan gue jadi malaikat! wiiihiiii #MengayunkanTongkatAjaib. Awalnya sih biar pasangan sama Citra, dia jadi devil, gue angel-nya. Pas kan? Sesuai juga sama aslinya. hahahahahay.

Kita juga ngedekor rumah gue segitu rupa hingga jadi segitu rupa kerennya. Kita bikin nisan-nisan gitu dari karton abu-abu, tiap anak yang dateng ada namanya, trs semuanya bisa foto-foto di nisan tersebut. Keren kan? hahahahahahahahahahahay.

Intinya.............................SERU.

terus kompak ya IPA 1! ({})

2011-10-27T09:54:00.001Z

Believe in yourself. The power of belief is beyond anything

-Mahardhika K

2011-10-21T11:34:00.001Z

Whenever you are going through a hard time, just look on the bright side of the things

- @LargerThanWords

Recommended : Promises, Promises

2011-10-18T10:40:00.002Z

Hai, para galauers *sigh*

ditengah-tengah keseruan berman The Sims Social di facebook sambil ditemani lagu galau 'Selamanya Cinta' dari D'cinnamons. Bershower...............

Anyway, ini dia hasil ~~jarahan~~ belanjaan gue weekend kemarin. Sebuah novel! (backsound : jeng jeng jeng jeeeng). Akhirnya, novel yang bagus, dan cukup normal untuk bisa gue baca dan gue mengerti setelah sekian lama. Yang terakhir, Our Story-nya Orizuka.

Well, jangan salah. Gue nggak bilang novel lain selain itu jelek, hanya saja untuk calon ~~miss universe~~ dokter (amin) seperti gue yang, kalo bisa dibilang, daya imajinasi dan perspektif ruangnya rendah, gue lebih cenderung pada novel-novel yang simpel, gak bertele-tele, dan gak menghabiskan sehalaman penuh hanya untuk menggambarkan detail ruang set. Believe me, I'll skip that part.

Eniwei, galauers, ini recommended novel.

Ceritanya nih, ceritanya, ada dua orang mantan gitu mereka saling ketemu kembali di keadaan yang, kalo bisa dibilang, complicated. caelah. complicated. padahal kalo ditranslate kan jadinya rebek. emang dah, bahasa inggris emang keren.

lagi dan lagi, melenceng. balik baliiiiikkkk.

Jadi, gitu, si cewek, yang lupa gue siapa namanya, ceritanya dia dihamilin si cowok pas masih SMA, karena kebodohan dan saking cintanya pada si cowok. Eh, si cowok malah ninggalin ke luar negeri. Si cowok dengan ~~asiknya~~ teganya malah ngasih duit dan nyuruh si cewek gugurin, tapi si cewek gamau. akhirnya dia & keluarganya move on.

Bertahun tahun kemudian, si cewek yang kerjanya jadi desain interior, malah ketemu si cowok yang merupakan kliennya. ternyata, si cowok juga sedang dalam proses perceraian dengan si istrinya.

si cewek gak mau hatinya terluka lagi, dia berusaha sekuat tenaga untuk ngehindar dari si cowok, menyembunyikan kenyataan bahwa itu anaknya si cowok, sementara si cowok pengen banget balikan lagi.

Yah, kira-kira begitulah isinya. Maafkan tata bahasa gue yang super duper belepotan.

intinya adalah, buat yang mau galau, yang mau bershower, silahkan beli. makin galau? mojok di kamar, pasang lagu galau. top.

oh iya, kalau sempet beli novelnya, sempet juga dong, beli aksesoris lucu-lucu dan murah-murah? tinggal klik-klik doang looohhh, tinggal klik http://www.facebook.com/shopelepante dan piliiiiih! :D

October : Snap&Look Around

2011-10-11T10:27:00.001Z

Elepante Shop's last stuff. Available & cheap!

http://www.facebook.com/shopelepante

http://shopelepante.tumblr.com/

2011-10-11T10:03:00.000Z

setelah 6 hari ~~neraka~~ UTS yang bagaikan neraka *sigh*, akhirnya ~~surga~~ hari bahagia itu datang juga. UTS selesaaaaaaaaiii ~('_'~) ~('_')~ (~'_')~ #jogetjoget

actually emoticonnya gagal........................................yaudah lah #pasrah

kembali ke laptop. Gue dan kedua ~~pembully~~ sahabat gue, Citra dan Nisa memutuskan untuk ke Citos yang deket dari sekolah dan nonton The Smurf 3D. Sambil 2 diantara kita saling menceritakan cerita hidupnya. Gue? Ngeliatin doang. Ha-ha.

intinya adalah................................Smurf super imut. Gak deh gue spoil ceritanya disini. Must watch!

Terus selesai kita nonton, kita fotobox. Lagi. hahahah

And, again, it's a smurfy day, Girls! Lovvvveeeeeee you<3<3<3

UTS

2011-10-07T08:05:00.003Z

UTS. Ujian ~~Tidak Serius~~ Tengah Semester.

Seperti biasa, UTS semester pertama tiap tahun pasti UTS paling jelek sepanjang sejarah #lebay. Tapi, serius. Gue merasa, gue udah belajar setengah mati sampai batas maksimal gue, sampai mata melotot keluar dan otak overload, eh hasilnya ngepas. Atau remed #brbbershower.

Dari total 8 nilai yang udah keluar, puji Tuhan gue cuma remed satu. Dua diantara yang gak remed itu hasil penurunan KKM yang baik hati dari para guru. God bless y'all, pahlawan-pahlawan tanpa jasa #nyebarbunga.

Yang remed adalah agama. Heran? Ya, gue juga.

Mau lebih heran lagi?

Seumur hidup gue di neraka 34, uts uas agama gue cuma pernah sekali gak remed. Heran? Gue juga. Semua juga heran. Gurunya juga heran. Yak, semua heran.

Eniwei, seperti kata tweet temen gue, "Fix! Kelas 3 membunuhku BANGET!" well, my friend, you got my thumb. And my 100000000x retweets.

No joke. Kelas 3 emang sukses membunuh gue banget. Gak tau kenapa. Guru-guru mendadak jadi amat sangat strict dan susah dan galak dan gak baik hati semenjak kelas 3. Plus tugas yang makin banyak. Plus pelajaran yang makin ribet. Plus tekanan batin yang lebih berat daripada apartemen 1000 lantai #lebaylagi. Dan masih banyak plus-plus lainnya.

Contoh, gue yang sejak kelas satu mau bimbel aja mood-moodannya setengah mati. sekarang? bimbel udah jadi rumah ketiga setelah rumah dan sekolah. Dan believe it or not, gue merasa gue makin nerd semenjak kelas tiga :/:/:/

yah, intinya, kelas 3 berat banget. fix.

Dan gue masih galau nentuin jurusan. pengen banget kedokteran, tapi kalau melihat rapot gue yang bagaikan dgjgfhgeutgerj #kehilangankatakata, gue ragu.

well, 34, watch me success after 3 years of hell with you

AMIN!

34 Senior High

2011-09-13T09:56:00.002Z

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, 34 SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL! ♥

Today, September 13th, is the birthday of my high school, SMAN 34 Jakarta.

Nothing much to say, just lemme say a few words. I mean, wishes. In Indonesian (I'm a little lazy to write english rite now)

Happy Birthday, 34! Ini sekolah dambaan gue sejak gue masih di SMP. Perjuangan buat masuk nggak main-main, gue hampir terdepak karena gue udah peringkat 17 dari bawah. Puji Tuhan, God puts me here. Dan gue gak nyesel sama sekali. Well, a little bit, maybe *tee hee*

Gue seneng banget bisa menjalani masa SMA gue di sini. Sebenernya teman-teman, suasana, tugas & pelajarannya, hampir sama aja kayak SMP, tapi entah kenapa, ini SMA berkenang banget buat gue. Much much more than my junior high.

contoh, X-5 adalah kelas yang sangat amazing untuk memulai tahun ~~siksaan~~ pertama di 34. Apalagi, jadi anak kelas 1. Anak bawang. Yah, untungnya ada X-5 yang super asik dan bikin pressure jadi gak berasa. Terus Rokris, dimana gue untuk pertama kalinya gak ngerasa bosen saat retret. Meskipun siswa rokris cuma seiprit dibanding siswa lain, tapi gue ngerasa kita lebih solid aja. Terus, Grazia Vocalista. Gue gak tau kalo gue bisa jadi 'sesuatu' di GV. I don't know what.

Tahun kedua sama asyiknya. XICINTA2, super kompak. Meski awalnya sangat krik krik *sigh*. Terus BALI with 34-2012!!! Itu kenangan terbaik tahun 2010. Anyer with XICINTA2 was definitely the best memory this year.

Tahun ketiga ini, gue belom bisa tau apakah XII IPA 1 bisa seasik XICINTA2 ataupun amazing. Tapi yang pasti, gue ngerasa lebih solid ke angkatan. Dicak-cakin guru, kita alamin bareng-bareng. 34 2012 makin berasa deh kompaknya ({})

Wishnya, semoga guru makin baik dalam memberi ulangan & pr. Dan nilai. Berasanya aja kayaknya gampang, gak taunya begitu ulangan, ngeblanknya setengah mampus #flashbackulanganmatematikakemaren. Terus, tugasnya diringankan. Dan tolong ilangin peraturan-peraturan yang aneh.

Semoga tahun ini 34 RSBI, biar jatah undangannya 75% tiap kelas.

AMIIIIIN

Sweet Seventeen Dinner :3

2011-09-13T09:39:00.001Z

got my so-last-month sweet seventeen birthday celebrated. Me had a wonderful sweet seventeen dinner last saturday, at The Tee Box, Dharmawangsa :3

it was private, so I only invited 14 people, but only 8 of them were able to attend this *sigh*. But anyway, it was FUUUUNNN!!!!! I can't believe I had this amazing experience<3

And again, Happy Birthday to Me :D

Super Galau~

2011-09-10T01:20:00.004Z

Whenever I tried to move on, there you are, doing something that makes me hard to get you out of my mind.

Whenever I tried to move on, there you are, filling my world and convinced me that no one would fill it like you do.

Whenever I tried to move on, there you are, smiling and joking, and every single things that you do, makes me wanna say I love you.

Whenever I tried to move on, there you are, convinced to still hoping for you, waiting for you, longer and much longer.

And now, when I've moved on, do you know that it's so hard to replace you in my heart?

Do you think it's easy to forget the things you've said to me?

Do you think it's easy to find someone better than you are?

Do you think it's easy to live my life without you in my heart?

But, so you know, I'm so over you. Well, at least I wished.

I wish you live a happy life. With the better one. Now, wish me can live my happy life. And can find another one, better than you

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Nggak nyangka banget gue bisa nulis sesuatu yang segalau ini, man.

Gila.

Gue nggak tau ternyata kadar kegalauan gue sesuper ini. HA-HA-HA!!!!!!!!

Well, ignore this post. Hanya sekedar perasaan yang nggak mampu gue share dan nggak cukup di twitter (which is, the sound of my life now).

#abaikan

Lunch++

2011-09-07T03:44:00.003Z

Going to PIM with some of Retret's Crew to celebrate our success in Retret.

Have lunch in Platinum, the watched Fast Five together. I must say I had so much Fun!

And not to forget, surprising Kak Agnes's birthday (which is, looooong ago). And damn, she just sooooooo excited :D

Never been happier with them before. Love you all fuuuuulll Rokris 2012♥

Just like the Retret's Leader said, 'kenangan banget maaan' LOL.

Bonus : LOL PHOTOS!

"entee"

these two men are the most difficult to take photos of

"uuuuuunguuuuuu"

"enteeee"

Retreat Rokris34!

2011-09-05T02:37:00.001Z

It's been half and a month since we first form the crews.........Now it's time for Retreat! :)

It was FUN! I'm still so happy, we could make a big event with our limit. Of course, He doesn't have any limits. It's Him who helps us to come after this big O:)

This time, I felt the times of Rokris34 being one in Him, again.

Well, God, and Jesus. I love you. More than anything I have in this world. Much much more. It's You, who made me like this. Nothing is enough to thank You. You're the only one. The Holy One.

O:)

Breakfasting!

2011-08-28T03:17:00.004Z

Me : "Dad, I'm about to have two breakfastings on wednesday and friday"

dad : "Again? Mbak, I'm so bored of hearing you have so many breakfastings."

me : "teehee"

Well, I have t5wo breakfastings this week, which is a-lot.

On wednesday, a breakfasting with ex-X.5 a.k.a AH-MAH-ZING at Iwet's House

what I wore :

Sister's unbranded blue tee

MissSixty jeans

Elepante necklace

breakfasting with Amazing was fun! You know, we haven't been together for 2 years, and it was quite fun to see them again, play together again. Oh and, we got the chance to meet Iwet's adorable cousin, Malik! He's just tooooo damn adorable

see what I mean? ;;)

and on friday, I have a breakfasting too with 34-2012♥ at Malik's House

it was FUN! The dresscode was moslem-wear, but sadly I didn't even own one, so I wore long-sleeved shirt and mom's pashmina.

Not much I can say. 34-2012 always rocked my world and every event with them was fun. Thank you guys for everything :)

Crazy For Nails

2011-08-25T05:46:00.006Z

well, as you know (or maybe not?), I'm a nail art-craze. I haven't been to nail saloon yet, so i'm very curious how to do all the cute and adorable nail art.

I surfed the internet for another crack nail polish (yes, I'm crazy for them right now) and OPI still on the basic color, so I'm not very interested. But, hey, China Glaze has more attractive colors! I wanted them -so bad- but.....................the owner said it was out of stock *sigh*

Then I was youtube-ing nail art tutorial, and I tried newspaper and water marble. Well, I wasted so much time to try the water marble, but my nail polish keep drying so fast on the water and they can't spread out, so I failed.

And I tumblr-ing some nail art designs, and I ALMOST DIE. LITERALLY. Seems like I wanna try them all until all my nail polish is out.

Then I tried to make one on my own! Mine was very...............amateur.

sorry for the bad image. I took it with my camera's phone.

Right now, I'm looking for a nail art brush. Anyone knows where I can get them with cheap price? And where to buy nail polish such as Zoya, CG, or OPI? :D

NAILS RULE!

You Are My Rock

2011-08-23T08:36:00.003Z

accidentally downloaded this song without knowing that this is a christian song....... I think this is God's newest way to greet me :')

so sad to know that we, as multiple religion country, some of us just can't accept that. yet. I found a user in twitter two days ago (I don't remember) who offense my religion. I stay calm. After all, it's up to them to appreciate us :)

We're the same. We're human. We're same. We're Indonesian. So why we fight with each other for this small issue that separate us?

I appreciate you. Don't you? :)

XII IPA 1'S BREAKFASTING!

2011-08-22T23:35:00.003Z

I know I'm writing soooooo sloooooow now. Example, I had this breakfasting since what, last week? And I only got the chance to write it now. I'm writing so slow~

Anywaaaaaay, SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #superyayyy2011

(well I'm doing this silly thing with my partner in random, Citra. We put every word after 'super' and before '2011'. Silly but fun, though :p)

Well, anyway, back to the topic.

yes, my new class, a.k.a XII IPA 1 held this breakfasting at................(I honestly forgot. All I remember is, it's a sundanese chicken resto next to Cinere Mall). We didn't get the chance to do it in someone's house because of the 'far-near' issue. So, yeah, here we are!

After all it was fun. You know, taking photos, laughing, boys playing cards, girls playing cards (my class is sooooo into cards), taking photos, laughing, taking photos, chatting, playing cards, taking photos.

Don't be surprised to see so much 'taking photos', because honestly, it is.

Then it was continued with the boys playing football (I know this word isn't right, but what's futsal in english?), and some of the girls ~~intruding~~ watching and took another photos.

what I wore :

Miss Sixty Jeans (it's size 29 by the way!! woohoo!!)

Gogirl! blouse

Choccolat wedges

anywaaaaaaay, you guys should see this. Nigahiga really knows how to put my stomach into jelly

damn, it's a long post. well, better put an end to this!

bye!

Annisa's Birthday Dinner!

2011-08-20T01:04:00.003Z

Went to Annisa's birthday dinner on 13th August............I must say I had fun! Well, there's a couple of certain reasons too.. :$

what I wore :

unbranded tube top from Singapore worn as dress

Mom's long white cardigan

Nine West nude boots

Assorted accs

Sorry for the (very) bad quality of image. Mostly it was took from my phone's camera, so........it waon't be as good as any camera *sigh*

That night was a night to remember. Something's worth to remember too♥

Another Quote of The Day

2011-08-19T15:23:00.001Z

The true success comes when you force yourself to the limit when you already are

-Mahardhika Kartikandini

XI CINTA 2'S SECOND BUKBER!

2011-08-18T09:45:00.001Z

actually this event was held on 5th, which is.......longgggg time ago. But, believe me, I was too busy so I can't post about this

well, by the way, it was held in my house (as usual) and we had a real fun! You know, meeting old friends and more.............I just can't get enough :')

And it was Nisa's birthday! we surprised her hihihi happy birthday once more, Barbie Girl!

Finally Seventeen!

2011-08-17T13:58:00.001Z

So......it's been a year since I celebrated 16's birthday, and here I am, turning 17! Yippie! :D;D

Resolution of the year:
- MORE MATURE
- MORE OPEN TO PEOPLE
- LEARN TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE
- not saying 'menurut gue' because people doesn't live in my world, it's the world all people lives in (thanks to Citra for this! :D)
- 45 kg by the end of age 17! (˘ʃƪ˘)
- UNDANGAN FKUI 2012 (˘ʃƪ˘)
- forgive more
- give more
- run my online shop more and moreee
- make a schedule, and not easily being tired of how busy I am, or how much things in my mind
- more independent
- get a boyfriend! Hihihi I don't know if this is a resolution or a wish.................

Well, so far, here they are!!!

Anyway, spend my day by 'Harry Potter' moment in Teraskota with my parents, and eating sushi, too! Can't believe I haven't celebrated my birthday with them in years, and now I believe how truly amazing that is<3

A new lesson I've learned from today :
- don't expect much, cause I do :(
- wasting time with parents is muchmore better than being uncountable friends. After all, family matters<3

Well, happy independence day too, Indonesia!!

You'll be the one I love till the one, my heart tied on you<3.

Well, just please, more truth. You don't bring any gold to your grave, don't you? As the bible said, save the gold in heaven, not in earth.

And, please, make the transportation property better. Not just trans jakarta. Do you forget the angkots? Or the metro minis and other buses? Please.

Love,
Kartikandini :D

2011-08-14T11:19:00.002Z

Do I really love him, or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have?
-@viatumblr
:'(

Reflection : Humanity

2011-08-12T06:17:00.004Z

I'm surprised if I found this blog already dusty................. Well, anyway, LONG TIME NO SEE! :D

This inspiration I got from today's sermon at Rokris' daily PO. It says that, if we got more, why don't we give more? :) If those who is more 'unlucky' could give more, why do we, as the 'lucky' ones, can't give more?

Don't you fell sad, right when your car passes by a person who can't even own a house? How about when you run pass by a person who can't even walk? Don't you ever be grateful to have a parents when other people don't even knows their parents?

I read a story in holy bible, when a poor lady gave all of her money to the church, so she doesn't have any money left. That means a lot. The theme : giving in shortage (I'm not sure if this word is right).

I remember a movie quote -I can't remember what movie was it- "The moment you stop caring about people, that's the moment you lost your humanity"

It's true. Life isn't always about ourselves, it's about other people too. It's about how we socialize with people, how we deal with people's problems, and sometimes, we have to wait for our happiness when people already got theirs, how we feel happy for them too. You can't live by your own. God didn't create us to live alone :)

GO HUMANITY!

keep your humanity!

-Cillaey:)

2011-08-05T12:49:00.003Z

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN HECTIC

No, correct that.

THIS MONTH HAS BEEN HECTIC.

All the tasks, the tests, the projects, and the God-knows-what. Feeling like wanna have a week off, spend time stick to the bed and just have a massive bed.

Gosh, like I'll have that chance again.

One more thing, I really miss my XICINTA2 :'(

Just want you guys to be here again, make me forget all the bad thing :')

Kamu Sekuat Aku

2011-07-17T11:03:00.002Z

Judul : Kamu Sekuat Aku
Pengarang : Ashni Sastrosubroto

Saya baru saja membeli buku ini, padahal saya sudah melihat buku ini di tumpukan buku laris di Gramedia sekitar dari 2 minggu yang lalu. Tapi, karena saat itu saya sedang melirik novel lain, jadilah buku ini tidak saya lirik sama sekali. Hanya sekali membaca sinopsis dan review-nya, tapi tak sempat membacanya dengan lengkap.

Ini bermula ketika kemarin, novel Percy Jackson seri keempat saya tau-tau menghilang entah kemana. Saya tinggal selama sekitar 3 jam karena ada janji dengan teman, dan buku itu menghilang begitu saja. Padahal, sedang seru-serunya. Jadilah saya galau semalaman.

Lalu tadi, saya pergi sebentar ke Pondok Indah Mall untuk makan siang bersama keluarga. Ritual seperti biasa, mampir ke Gramedia sebentar. Mbak-mbak kasir memakai kaos 'Kamu Sekuat Aku', membuat saya sempat melirik bukunya yang dipajang di meja kasir saat saya ingin membeli post-it. Jadilah saya membeli buku itu dan menghabiskan jatah uang jajan bulan lalu. Karena saya belum menerima uang jajan bulan ini, jadilah saya kekurangan uang untuk satu minggu kedepan.

Anyway, begitu pulang, saya langsung membuka novel itu. Siapa sangka, kira-kira 3 jam, novel itu selesai di tangan saya. Kesan saya?

Satu kata. Inspiring.

Beneran, deh. Saya geleng-geleng kepala membacanya. Disaat sang tokoh, Ashya, sudah benar-benar tak kuat menghadapi kesulitannya dan justru semakin menjauh dari-Nya dan ia sudah mulai melantur, ingin mati, dan sebagainya, Tuhan justru datang menolongnya.

Novel ini inspiring banget menurut saya. Ngingetin banget, bahwa Dia nggak pernah ninggalin kita apapun kesulitan kita. Ia nggak akan pernah bosan untuk meninggalkan kita, untuk membantu kita melewati berbagai cobaan itu.

Quote yang saya suka banget adalah : Life is more than receiving. Benar banget, kalau kita bisa hidup untuk memberi, kenapa enggak? O:)

Stay Positive, Singles! :)

2011-07-15T14:00:00.001Z

Barusan saya menerima ajakan dari teman saya yang berpacar - tepatnya baru berpacar - untuk menonton Harry Potter : Deathly Hallows Part II bersama teman-teman lain yang berpacar, dan otomatis judulnya menjadi 'berberapa date'.

Saya, sebagai yang tidak berpacar diantara teman-teman, agak kurang 'sreg' dengan ajakan ini. Selain karena menjadi satu-satunya yang single (atau jomblo? -red) diantara yang berpacar, berpotensi juga menjadi kambing congek (dicuekin saat yang lain pacaran -red). Takut juga saya kalau-kalau tingkat kegalauan saya meningkat seiring dengan berjalannya waktu.

Oke, lanjut. Teman saya ini mengajak saya karena alasan dia sudah janji sama saya, tapi dia juga mau nonton film tsb dengan pacarnya. Tidak mungkin juga kami nonton bertiga. Selain karena alasan 'kambing congek', pacarnya nge'bully' saya. Bukan 'bully' dlm arti kekerasan, dia hanya terus mengejek & cak-cakin saya. Saya tau itu becanda, tapi saya tetap gak suka. Lebih baik saya tak ada daripada jadi bahan cak-cakan.

Dan keputusan terakhir, biarlah mereka yang berpacar nonton bersama. Biarlah saya yang tidak berpacar nonton bersama...........................siapa kek. Being single means being flexible :p:p

Anyway, saya gak tau apakah saya pernah segalau ini, tapi saya sedih banget, ternyata alasan pacar pun bisa merusak janji. Saya gak tau kalau ternyata perbedaan antara yang berpacar & tidak itu sejauh ini.

Well, post ini bukan untuk menggalau-galau. Justru dengan ini, daritadi saya berusaha banget mencari kata-kata untuk menghibur saya sendiri. Siapa kira saya dapat 2? :D

1) Pasangan diciptakan untuk saling melengkapi. Stay positive aja, kalau kita belum ada pasangan, berarti belum ada yang cukup mampu melengkapi kita? :)

2) Tidak semua yang berpacar itu bahagia dan tidak semua yang tidak berpacar itu gak bahagia. Bahagia gak ditentukan dari berpacar apa gak. Tinggal pilih mau bahagia, apa gak :)

Kesimpulannya adalah, pacaran emang bikin sirik, saya sadar banget. Gak jarang kesirikan ini berubah jadi ngebet banget punya pacar. Cuma, pacar bukan jaminan kita bahagia kok.

Just stay positive, singles! Semua orang udah diatur jalan hidup dan jodohnya masing-masing. Beberapa malah mengorbankan hak jodohnya demi hal-hal yang lebih manusiawi.

Well, saya gak tau apakah saya akan tetap berpikir seperti kalau saya sudah berpacar nanti, tapi yang pasti saya mau menikmati masa-masa kesendirian ini dulu :D

Hanna Marin -- Hot Outfit Alert!!

2011-07-08T01:21:00.003Z

I just watched Pretty Little Liars - yes, I know I was sooo late to watch that uh-muh-zing TV Show - and I'm starting to adore Hanna Marin's outfit. They're just sooo amazingly cute & hot. With that beautifully blonde face of hers, any outfit really looks good on her! That influenced so much, I guess.

see what I mean??
photo courtesy of http://www.collegefashion.net/

dying for these tee.............
photo courtesy of http://www.prettylittleliars.com/

dress...............outstanding. See her earrings? Gosh
photo courtesy of http://www.abcfamilymedianet.com/

girly yet........outstanding
photo courtesy of http://shessmart.com/

3 photos above courtesy of http://celebrityfashion.onsugar.com/

I adore her style of fashion. A lot.

Well, gotta go! Got more Pretty Little Liars episodes to watch! :D

N.B: More Pre-Order stuffs.......check out Elepante Shop^^

Sing-A-Pore

2011-07-02T10:30:00.005Z

going to Singapore for vacation with my family. To be told, Singapore was FUN. Extremely FUN

I rode MRT - Mass Rapid Transportation, a train went along the places in Singapore - felt the feeling of being rush and feeling fun of it.
I shopped. Like always. Found lots of cute stuffs in Singapore, and to be honest, it was hard to control the urge not to buy. Especially for me.
I went to Universal Studios Singapore.
I bought a high-killer bottle from USS. You can see it at photos below.
I rode this 'Galactica Roller Coaster', a very high and fast coaster. There're two types of it, Human and Alien. They launched together and close. I read from the information, it's like we're being the alien fighting human and otherwise. They have the same killing skill #beinghyperbol.
I watched Donkey Live Show, and Donkey simply became my favorite character from Shrek now.

I rode The Mummy, an ah-mah-zing coaster. It's not crazy like Galactica or something like it, it was..................... breathtaking. It's like we're going on journey. And the coaster did the effects successfully.
I realized that 7-Eleven there was just like Alfamart or Indomaret here. Their population was bigger than ant's #beinghyperbol #again.
I rode mono-rail and buses. Having fun from it :---)
I went to Singapore Science Centre. It was quite fascinating, but sadly I got bored.
I rode Singapore Flyer. I convinced myself that I was not afraid of height. I made everyone believed that I wasn't.
I wanted to buy that Mango floral shorts that cost cheaper than in Indonesia. I wanted it soooo bad.
McD was everywhere. Indeed.
My dad told me 'Now you're smart already to read the MRT maps. You really have to study here!' I will, dad. Trust me. I'll make you proud more than anything :')
For the first time, I believed I looked good in maxi dress. Yay! :D
I went to Bugis Street. Sadly they can't lower the price by request. :s
I had ~~my own~~ a family SLR Camera. :----)
I found my perfect mate medicine for my killer flu. Introducing, Panadol Sinus Max!
I found a miraculously delicious chocolate bar. Introducing, Dairy Milk with Popping Candies chocolate bar! Currently addicted to it.
And so on, and so on...............

photos will be shared.......................................i don't know when. Well, truth is, I just realized that when I combined lots of photos in Photoscape (I use this to combine pics because I don't know how to use photoshop), it became smaller. I'm just tired to remake it all over.

So.....................Yay.

What are you guys doing for your vacation? :p

Inspiration Of The Day

2011-06-23T10:15:00.001Z

no need to explain. The picture says it all

XICINTA2

2011-06-23T10:03:00.000Z

ANYER IN PARADISE♥

2011-06-23T03:14:00.003Z

having so much fun at XICINTA2's farewell at Carita, Anyer. we played at the beach, took photos (I note, SO MUCH PHOTOS), cooked (not me, of course. tee-hee), played bodyboard, some played banana boat, etc. Not to mention a new couple, Bang Ren - Wikipedia! Congrats guys♥

Lots and lots of things we did in 2 days in Anyer, and yet I had so much fun. Lurv ya', XICINTA2♥

anyway, I love this new song of Ke$ha, Goodbye. This is a different version of her song, but I love this. I think Ke$ha should sing more songs like this, don't you think? ;)

this is it and thankyou.
oh and, I LOVE YOU, XICINTA2♥

Adventure Day!

2011-06-16T11:05:00.002Z

Went to Pasaraya Grande with Citra, Ima, and Nisa. Well, we DID plan to go to Pasaraya Grande, but it turned out that after that, we went to Blok M Plaza, Mal Blok M, and Blok M Plaza. Playing on Blok M, I guess? :D

Anyway, I got sooo many things when we're in Blok M Square. A very-cute-and-I-bet-no-one-else-has-it owl printed A-Line Tank for only IDR 35k, a cute elephant necklace for only IDR 20k (by request :D), and a cute pink bunny blackberry case for only IDR 30k!! Although there're soooo many things I really like but I can't afford with my money condition *sigh*. Who's to blame? I thought we were only going to Pasaraya Grande and I didn't really think I'll buy things so.........yeah

Well, we went there by Metro Mini bus, leaving us many beautiful memories and experiences :D

What a shame, we got home from there at about 3-ish pm and didn't get to go window shopping at Pasaraya Grande.

Well, I love you, my girls! We really really need to this more often. How about Pasar Pagi Mangga Dua or Asemka for accesories hunting? Oh, and culinary tour? ;)

NEW COLLECTIONS COMING!

2011-06-15T07:38:00.006Z

well, this is good news. I found a new supplier for my online shop and they sell things cheaper. Bad news, I texted them this morning to ask some things but they haven't reply it.......... It's like waiting for a bomb to explode *sigh* They DID reply me at night, but because of their 'terms and conditions' that sadly, I can't afford, so I decided to go back to the first one *double sigh*

Well, beside that, some collections were arrived yesterday, and they were BRILLIANT!!! I took some for me because I just can't stand the cuteness.........

AND THESE ARE THE NEW COLLECTIONS!!

And that's it. Well, if you want some information, simply contact
Phone : 08567766447
BB PIN : 22170B7B
email : bubblecupbuttersom@ymail.com

another quick news, I've took the 'Sakramen Baptis Dewasa'. I have no idea what it called in english. Well, now I'm adult enough and (I hope) responsible enough about my sins. Amen O:)

la ballerine rose

2011-06-07T08:59:00.005Z

The Ballerina swings her leg, showing her effort for being a ballerina.
Her dress was more than elegant....that was, breathtaking.

she smiles, her smile brighten the whole world.
Nothing could be more beautiful than her smile.

I found this beautiful dress when I stroll my afternoon at Cilandak Town Square, with my friends after school. I went there because my friends is looking for a dress for their friend's birthday party and I'm doing nothing. haha

And yes, the clothes was BRILLIANT. This was one of many clothes that caught my eyes. I felt like, I wanna buy them all.

And then, I went home with a new owl ring from Sugar N' Spices and this pink dress from...... I forgot the name #beinghonest :(

anyway, please check out my tumblr and my twitter. And please visit me more. I need feedback :)

Flattered

2011-06-01T12:33:00.003Z

He's awesome. Beyond awesome. Flattered.....

He's just great. Awesome. Perfect.

Dear Sungha Jung, I'm instantly your fan

Kick!

2011-05-31T04:36:00.002Z

Take a step, and another step.
Go wherever your shoes lead you to
And you'll never know where are they gonna take you to

Unbranded Top & Skirt, Nine West Wedges, Mason & Me Bracelet, Bali Bangles, Elepante Camera Necklace

I just found this uh-muh-ziing shoes when I go to my sister's show in Blok M Plaza. It fits me perfectly, and the seller said that this is one of their popular shoes. I just can't resist it, that shoes was definitely going to be mine!

And yes, I bought it. with no regret. My mom doesn't really like it, but I didn't really care. She bought it for me by the way B-)

THEY'RE COMING!

2011-05-30T10:17:00.004Z

My first collection for Elepante Shop came last week.............. I can't post them because of the test :(
anywaaaaay, ENJOY! ;)

contact me or simply go to Elepante Shop at Facebook for more info :)

Tribute to XICINTA2 :')

2011-05-28T05:46:00.002Z

it's been nearly year and I simply know that I'm in a totally right class :')

I love everything that ever happen in XICINTA2. The silence-in-first-three-days, the 'Basis Bekal', the 'NT-NT', the 'wanita perkasa', the lovely Mami Ruby, the awesome Bali trip, EVERYTHING :3

I love you, XICINTA2. Forever&always♥

Mengenang XI CINTA 2

2011-05-21T04:40:00.002Z

------THIS POST IS IN BAHASA-------

Had a really really great day with XI CINTA 2♥ literally my best class so far............ Mehehehe :)

Jadi inget, I never knew this class would be this GUHREAAAT. Segala macam anak ada disini, kasar, para NT, pendiem yang pada akhirnya gak diem juga, anak-anak cool & sok cool, tukang jual pulsa, ketua kelas padang, wanita-wanita perkasa (ha-ha), anak kecil imut-imut, penggila belajar, penggila bola, para pen-cinlok, mbah-mbah, pembawa SLR, kembaran, dst, yang kalo tetep diterusin ini post gak bakalan muat hahaha.

Kenapa gue berpikiran begitu?

Well, seperti layaknya kelas-kelas lain, 3 hari pertama kelas gue sepi kayak kuburan. Seminggu lah kira-kira. Kalo jam kosong, semua pada tidur. Gue dan Citra (sang chairmate unyu) sampe pusing ngeliatnya. Kita berdua malah makin galau dan makin pengen balik ke AMAZING lagi. Saking stresnya, gue & citra malah wtw-an (Wall-to-wall facebook) padahal duduknya sebelahan. Stres.

Terus udah sebulan, mulai pada berbaur. Cowok sama cowok, cewek sama cewek. Terus pas bukber, everyone seemed happy and enjoy this event.

And as time goes on, we really enjoyed this class. Satu-persatu event dilalui dengan happy. Bukber (and my 16th birthday), nobar STEP UP 3D di PIM, syuting kelompok 1 yang makan 3 hari lebih, BALI TRIP WITH 2012♥, BBQ at Cita's, Citra's 17th birthday karaoke, and the super-guhreaat-and-unforgettable last day

And I do have some close friends, they are Citra, Ima, Tria, and Nisa. We called ourself as tricimaci. Unyuuuu luuurrvvv you all girrrlllsss♥

Mengenai nama XI CINTA 2.............entah siapalah yang bikin. Nampaknya dibuat akibat banyaknya cinlok-cinlok di kelas tercinta ini. Yang jadian aja udah 2 pasangan hahaha.

After all, it's been a SUPER GUUUHHHREEAATTT one year with you all guys!!!! Surely I love y'all!
Salam cepi! :*

2011-05-14T07:20:00.003Z

WELCOME FRIDAY!

well, so, on this Rebecca Black's day, I'm going Partyin' partyin' partyin' YEAH! well, if attending Echa's sweet seventeen birthday bash was counted as party..........

anyway, I really had fun last night. Attending Echa's birthday bash in The Rolling Stone Cafe, took some photographs, met some friends, well, seriously, it was FUN! The dresscode was monochrome, but nominated by black. see, anyone can't resist the charm of black \m/

Anyway, most of my look was my mom's. Count it all, top, animal print bangle, wedges, clutch bag, necklace, was my mom's. I even got the hairstyle from my mom! Well, mom, you raawwkk \m/

N.B : NEW COLLECTIONS ARE COMING! go check http://shopelepante.blogspot.com/ :D

Dark Colors

2011-05-08T06:21:00.003Z

Call me afraid, uncreative, or whatsoever, but I'm soooo comfortable with dark colors. Not only makes me skinnier, it's also 'safe'. And wherever I go, I can't resist the charm of dark colors.

Cause, baby, I was born this way B-)

Hardiknas 2011

2011-05-02T04:42:00.003Z

well, if I am not wrong, I'm here, sitting nicely in front of my lovely computer, downloading The Vampire Diaries season 2 episode 19, and blogging. At 12 pm. 12 PM. wow

well, didn't I supposed to be in school? Studying and dying slowly in class instead of.....here?! well, luckily for us, Grazia Vocalista, we got the chance to sing as 100-people-choir for Hardiknas 2011 Ceremony in Kementrian Pendidikan Indonesia. WOW! That's a once-in-lifetime-chance :)

So, we took of from school at about 5.30 AM by bus (Dikmenti already prepared for us before) and arrive in Kemendiknas at about...... I don't know, 6.30? 7? Getting ready, then suddenly Kak Kenar said to me that I'm gonna be the conductor for the ceremony. Spontaneous. Heart-attack.

But thank God, our performance was good. Someone said to us, "Very good!" hihihi, nothing could be happier than heard someone was happy because of us. Thank God O:) And the ceremony was good, too. Very thankful that I got the chance to do this. This is one of my best days :)

Photos post later!

N.B : more customers coming...........hihihi so happy! :D look all my collections here

NEW IN TOWN

2011-05-01T10:08:00.002Z

click clock! :)

Pre-Order I

2011-05-01T06:08:00.012Z

Anyway, we changed our name into Elepante Shop. And now we sell pre-order. Maximum Order until Thursday, 5th May

Format :
Name # Address # Code and Quantity # Phone Number # Payment
(Payment via bank transfer Danamon. COD available for area West Jakarta - Cinere, Depok - Ciputat)

Send via SMS to 08567766447, or BB PIN 22170B7B

check out more here

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COMING SOON : EOY SHOPPE♥

2011-04-29T10:47:00.002Z

coming soon, EOY shoppe

sells rings, necklaces, and bracelets

FOR MORE INFORMATION, CONTACT
bubblecupbuttersom@ymail.com
PIN : 22170B7B
08567766447

watch out ;)

Random

2011-04-27T10:13:00.002Z

Just upgraded my computer to windows 7, couldn't be happier :D

anyway, I've got some problems here. IT Experts, help me, will ya'? :)
1. The speakers' off. It was already turned on, connected to CPU, but no sound comes.
2. All the applications are gone, included my The Sims game. uuuuuu I want to play this game!!!!!! anyone got the CD? And can I installed The Sims 3 without installing the first or the second?
3. If windows people haven't noticed, WHY THEY NO HAVE WINZIP/WINRAR INSTALLED?! because, really, they're helpful. SO much.

And another thing I really want right now is.......................... KATY PERRY CONCERT!

28/5/2011. Saturday. MAAAAAAAN TOTALLY WANT TO WATCH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and really really want to watch The Vampire Diaries via online, but too bad my speakers are.........Idon'tknowwhathappenedtothem -_-

okay. random things. mehehehe

KARAOKE BLAST!

2011-04-20T06:38:00.002Z

well, I owe you guys photos from Barbeque with XIA2 and Citra's Seventeen Karaoke. I only got a few from Karaoke photos....... still waiting for the others. Guys, please upload them as soon as possible :(

anywaaaaaaaaaaay, these are Karaoke photos!

ANYWAAAAAAY, the last photo is the birthday girl, the metong-est girl ever live♥

Barbeque photos are on their way!

Dogs and Florals Are Girl's Best Friends

2011-04-19T07:48:00.003Z

especially dog doll, and florals, and skirts. And floral skirt. I simply dying for them \=D/

Unbranded plain white tee, Details floral skirt, Mason & Me bracelets, Cheezybabe necklace, Choccolat' wedges

going to Citra's sweet seventeen birthday karaoke party with some people from XIA2, I simply saying that it was suppppeeeeerrrrr!!!!!!!!!

And congratulation for new couple: MAISESA! longlast guys *bighug*

gonna post the photos later, still waiting for friends uploading them :)

P.S : I'm still new, so hype them! will ya?

2011-04-17T23:14:00.001Z

Now please tell me those reasons, so it won't be long waiting for you.

:"(

Sweet Denim

2011-04-16T09:27:00.006Z

who says that denim can't be matched with pastel or girly colors?

well, for me, that was really wrong

unbranded pink cardigan
gaudi denim tube dress
unbranded gray leggings
Choccolat jeans wedges
Mason & Me bracelets
Cheezybabe necklace

And it's a holiday!!!!!! Yay!

That means............................... doing my nails would be very very okay :)

K! for Kartikandini!

And.......... when I finished taking my pictures, it started raining so bad. Reminding me of my recent mood after I see this :(

Anyway, I'm getting skinnier, now I'm 53 kgs!!!!!! hehehehehe sooooo happy! I really hope this could work better :D

Spent the night at Cita's with XI IPA 2 doing barbeque, then staying over at Cita's........... real fun! See ya' next post, kay? :)

2011-04-13T09:12:00.003Z

"The hardest thing is listening to the boy you love talking about the girl you want to be"
-@viatumblr

And that's exactly what I'm feeling right now.

:"(

How to Do A Healthy Diet

2011-04-06T10:31:00.002Z

here are my ways to do a simple diet but still, healthy.

1. Be patient
You can't just simply lose your weight in a month or two, to do a diet, it almost takes years. But believe, it was worth the pain :) Maybe you know some short-term diet, but I bet they didn't last long as the healthy one.

2. Eat more groceries
Vegetables and fruits are NECESSARY. Believe me, you'll need them

3. Drink more water
Put sodas away, drink more water.

4. Less snacks
I know that this is the hardest one. Me, myself also takes some when I feel really really hungry. But, if you feel hungry, but you think it's not the time for you to eat, drink water. It'll be better

5. Do some exercise
Diet without doing sports is like vegetables without salt. No taste. Exercise will make your diet going better. Just start with jogging, aerobic, biking, running, etc.

6. Make some targets.
Make your target. Example, in maximum 2 months you lose a kg, or something else. That will make you feel competed

here are my ways. Care to share yours?

Easy Ways to Save Earth!

2011-04-04T11:14:00.003Z

We all know that our lovely dearly earth is having a global warming issue, that issue sure is bugging us. A lot. I walk to home everyday and I can feel that the earth is getting hotter and hotter each day. Not only darken our skin (which I hate so much!) but also can cause skin cancer.

How to participate? Well, if you're busy enough so you can't join earth-saving organization, follow my ways. Easy ways, but I think enough to save the earth :)

1. Separate used papers, half used papers, and new papers, and use used papers to less-important business.
I did it. I have a box for used papers, new papers, and half-used papers (Half used papers are papers that filled on one side, so you can still use the other side). When it comes to school projects, like homeworks and whatever, I'll use new papers. For exercise or preparation for test, or just doodling and drawing random stuffs, I'll use half-used papers. The used papers, I'll give those to KIR (Karya Ilmiah Remaja, or in english Teenage Science Project) from my school. They can recycle papers, and sell them.

2. Recycle papers
It's easy! You can see how to do it here. or if you can't, you can sell them.

3. Turn off lights
Turn off un-use lights and electronics. Like participating on earth hour program. Easiest way :)

4. Donate clothes
Have a wardrobe full of used clothes? Donate it! You can donate it to someone who deserves it, or sell it through Garage Sale. Or if you're creative enough, recycle them into new clothes!

5. Decrease the use of plastic bags
Bring your own bag to market, or you can wrap them in a box, not plastic bag. If you buy something that is not too much, don't use plastic bag, just put it in your bag.

Those are my ways. How about yours? :)

Girls Sleepover

2011-04-02T08:34:00.006Z

Sleepover-ing with my bestfriends last night, turned out it was F.U.N !!!

we played Game of Life board game until all the money has gone, watching TV, curhat session in the middle of the night, making fun of someone else (unfortunately, the someone is me -_-), and we went to Citos today :)

Parachute tee, Tria's shorts

And found this cute skirt in Matahari! I forgot the brand, although. I quickly changed it after I buy it. hahahaha. And Tria's shorts made me uncomfortable -_-

Parachute tee, I-forgot-the-brand skirt, Ripcurl watch, Converse sneakers

I also bought this faux necklace, similar to Tria's, Citra's and Ima's :) this makes this necklace kind of our friendship-bond-necklace or whatever

after all, I just had some fun :) worth-it after skipping my Katekisasi lesson (for the nth time) and choir practice, perhaps? :)

and finally, my package has arrived! Loooooooong time I wait

PS : my choir director asked me and 2 friends of mine join a choir, he said that choir will be going to Hongkong for International Choir Competition. I was just like, 'W.O.W'. This chance is once in a lifetime. I haven't asked my parents, though. I hope they'll let me in. I've been dying for this chance since I joined Grazia Vocalista. I'm just in love with choir. I really hope so :)

I'M BACK!!

2011-03-31T04:57:00.003Z

Hey!!!!!!

Finally a new post after a week, well? and yes, I'm sorry. I was in a mid-hell-test and today it was over! Yay!!!!

And for my scores............let's just say I'm better than last term. Puji Tuhan O:D

and by the way, to raise money for Rokris34's annual Easter celebration, I'm selling this

YES, IT'S AN AQUAPIX!!

It's a waterproof camera, you can take pictures underwater. Still using film, but I'm sure that it's in a good quality :)

Price : cartoon : IDR 250.000
color only : IDR 200.000

you want one? you want one?

contact me : 08567766447 or BBM 22170B7B

Fail Holiday

2011-03-22T00:48:00.003Z

It's sad how I still forced to study in holiday, because right after the holiday's over, a big test is waiting for us......... *sigh*

and yet, I still do this silly thing. I'm doing browsing-internet-and-(pretend-to)-studying

man, seriously, I need to study. I MUST study. But, seriously, I just can't get my eyes off that screen! It's like they're coming after me and squeals,"play me! play me!" geez.....................

Just wish me lots of luck, kay? For this exam, and for get my eyes and my mind off that screen.

HILARIOUS!

2011-03-20T23:34:00.006Z

bahahaha....... been watching these videos, and it hurts my stomach. literally.

nigahiga is just so.........hilarious. his dumb act just made me go LOL. bahahahaha. way to go, Ryan Higa!!

DIY Loose Shoulder Tee

2011-03-18T03:43:00.006Z

DIY loose shoulder tee
unbranded tank top
unbranded orange short
Bali black bangle
unbranded orange bangle
unbranded owl necklace
Choccolat' denim wedges

got inspired by a fashion-tips article from gogirlmagz.com, about you should invest tees. It also says some DIY ideas to make over your old tees, and I decided to make one :D

actually the one I made was kinda fail, I cut the collar too wide, so it was so wide. It falls until the middle of my arm -_-

Holidays!

2011-03-16T00:33:00.004Z

Unbranded Knitted Sweater
Unbranded Gold Ring Necklace
Unbranded Jeans Floral Skirt
Choccolat' Jeans Wedges
Mason & Me Ring
Mason & Me Bracelets

HEY!!

Yes, here I am, enjoying my holy holidays at home, doing nothing~ except for Chemistry course and another course in this week. Blah.

I have this holiday until next wednesday. Yes, a week free from school. Yeay :D

But, unfortunately, right after holiday, I have a midterm test. Aww. Damn.

Well, let's just left the school thingy behind, kay? A week is just enough to study (i wish)

So, HAPPY HOLY HOLIDAYS!!

P.S:I got my chictopia badge over there........ Check it out, will ya? *puppy eyes*

Dr. Tumblr

2011-03-13T09:39:00.003Z

this one's really inspiring :')

I hope it was me :"""""(

THIS IS SO DAMN TRUE!!!!!! LOL

Kevin Williamson: We’re trying to figure out what wolf best represents Mr. Trevino.
Michael Trevino: All this.
Steven McQueen: Chihuahua.
BAHAHAHAHAH!! IT'S HILARIOUS :D LOLOLOLOL

(all pictures source from http://kartikandini.tumblr.com/)

My, my, tumblr-ing made my mood waaaaaaay better than better than before. Surfing through cool and hilarious pictures made me forgot about my previous mood. Thank God O:)

Anyway, let's pray for Japan. We, Indonesia, experienced tsunami before, rite? We know the pain, and let's pray for the other who feel the pain too O:)

PRAY FOR JAPAN. we really hope you'll be better soon. Really soon

Short Trip

2011-03-07T08:50:00.009Z

Went to Bandung last saturday. It was just a very short journey, since I went there for attending a daughter of a friend of Grandpa's wedding party.

and found this cute stuff......

HAHAHAHAHA that's me and my sister when we're still kid! I remember this, this was taken when my sister's still in kindergarten. When she's still 3 or 4, I guess? hahahaha LOL, this photo sure brings back memories :')

And..... traffic jam. As usual.
In free way. Is it usual? Well, for Bandung, I guess it is

It was 3 hours Bandung - Jakarta. What I really regret is that I didn't have time to visit Nanny's Pavilion to eat delicious pancake, and visit Factory Outlets. I only visited Terminal Tas, Cascade, Heritage, and Summit :(

Eatin' Up The Webcam

2011-03-07T08:26:00.006Z

had some crazy webcam photo taking last week, when one of my friend brought laptop to school, and in a free time, we took some photos. Crazy photos!

those are a few of the photos. There's still more, I guess. But maybe my friend haven't uploaded it yet. Well, let's just wait! :D

Parents' Wardrobe Stealer

2011-02-26T07:31:00.002Z

Dad's shirt
Various accs
Ripcurl watch
Mom's bag
Unbranded black tank top

Sushi!

2011-02-21T11:42:00.005Z

Et Cetera green t-shirt
Converse black sneakers
Ripcurl blue watch
unbranded bag, floral skirt, and brown belt

Went Sushi-ing with my sister yesterday at Sushi Groove :D

anyway, at first we were planning to paid the sushi with cash back voucher from Danamon, but then the waiter said that we need to show them the credit card that was used to pay earlier when we got that voucher. That credit card was on my mom, so we paid the sushi with our own money. And that sushi did cost lots of money. Sh*t. Another thing I shouldn't buy with my own money

And I have no school today, yeay! The seniors are having try outs since yesterday, and the sophomores and the juniors are having no school. For me, sophomore, today we still at home. yay!

And good thing, I LOST 3 KGS SINCE JANUARY! yeay :D I'm now 55 kgs, although I think I'm still too fat, right? But I'll keep this weight-decreasing going :D

♥,KARTIKANDINI

Another Life Experience :)

2011-02-15T11:13:00.002Z

Had a social trip to Karna Doa orphanage at Sawangan, Depok, last tuesday (I know it's very late, but I got interrupted by cannot upload the photos -_-) with most of people of Rokris34. We go there for a school task, actually. But turns out that this trip is very inspiring and fun :D

we have to talk to one of the children, ask them some question, then give everyone a bag full of snacks, that we have prepared before.

That is a boy orphanage, so all the children who live there are boys. Some of them are in elementery, some of them are in junior high, and there's even a 3-year-old baby and still kindergarten! how cute is that? :3

when they sang, I feel like really really wanna cry. The song was sooooo touching and when they sang it, felt like they really mean it. I almost cry :')

and enjoy the photos!

us and our children! PS : mine is Rein :p

them singing. So sad :'(

ROKRIS 34 AND KARNA DOA-ERS. we'll come back sooooon!!!!

after the meeting. ontheway in the morning :)

And my favorite tunes so far

well, most of them are glee. I bought glee dvds yesterday, when I watched it, I was like 'WOW'. speechless. What can I say? New Direction's getting better. I can't resist the charm of The Warblers, tho' ;)

so, HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND AND GREAT WEEK, EVERYBODY!

♥,KARTIKANDINI

Photos From Choir Competition at Alseace'11

2011-02-14T08:44:00.005Z

finally, my friend uploaded these photos yesterday so I can post them today

preparing ourselves, make up and some vocalizing

and some happy times after the competition!

thanks Bella for uploading! and bytheway, I only post photos with me in it. TEE-HEE :D

and today's Valentine Day. F*ck-lentine (Citra said this). A perfect day to galauing for galau people. Buuuuut, I'm no a galau person. Happy to be single with no one fall for me! \m/ although that line was kinda sad and pathetic.......... it's okay! I have better friends hehehehe #diemdiemnangisdipojokan

and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ODDY AND IVY! my two dear friends ({})
some of people of XI IPA 2 made a surprise for Ivy, make her a cake! And that's literally, I mean. We showered her with eggs and powder! and made her coming home with such an appearance, like a cake.
and I made Oddy THIS!
but this is......ugly. I made this in middle of boredom in the (empty) indonesian subject today.

SO, ENJOY YOUR DAY, GUYS! enjoy your holiday tomorrow! :D

Happy Saturday :)

2011-02-12T07:29:00.005Z

hi! a new post after long-time-no-post

bytheway, Grazia Vocalista was competiting in Choir Competition at Alseace '11, and thank God we got in the first place! \=D/

Actually I was kinda nervous (of course) and hopeless. Why? First, me being the conductor. For the first time. I'm a newbie! Second, I think our performance was worse than the last practice on H-1. Third, I felt nervous and I thought I missed a few steps.

Anyway, I was so-damn happy like crazy. I was already hopeless at announcement time. 70 SHS as the third place, I thought that they was better than us. So when we knew they are in the third place, we just more hopeless.

When they announced us as the first winner, I screamed like crazy, then fell and cried of joy. Seriously, I've never cried of joy in my life. This is the first time and I felt like I was so happy, couldn't be happier. My friends hugged me and said,"it's okay, cil, we won." Then we performed our second song, Mangwani M'pulele with Kak Kenar as the conductor and me singing :) Surprisingly, the jury said that Kak Kenar is a good conductor. She asked Kak Kenar to conduct but facing people, to show people how to conduct well. Of course he's a good conductor, he's our coach!

and once again,

CONGRATULATION, GRAZIA VOCALISTA!
FOR BEING THE WINNER OF CHOIR COMPETITION ON ALSEACE '11
WE COULD BE MORE, YA' KNOW ;)

there are no photos posted yet, but I promise, once I got them, I'll post them as soon as possible :)

VIVA VIVA VIVA, GRAZIA VOCALISTA!

and other news........

1. My first wondershoe shoes had just arrived 2 days ago! me love it so much

sorry for the bad quality. I took them with my phone's camera since my sister brings our camera to Jogjakarta for her Study Tour

2. And my favorite tunes so far

and sorry again for the very-long post. I just want to tell you everything!

Back To December

2011-02-05T10:30:00.006Z

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

got lyric from here

This is my recent favorite tune, Back To December by Taylor Swift.

This song is really just.............. easy listening. Although I didn't have any relation with this song, I still love this very much. Well, what love story you expect from me?

Anyway, do you got Bruno Mars' concert ticket? Well, too bad for me, I don't even coming :( I had a choir practice that day, and my parents don't let me out for concert. They said it was a waste of money. well, whatever you say, mom! I just wanna have fun, ya'know?

And I just did some photo editing, inspired by Back To December. Well, what can I say? I just adore this song so much!

What do you think? Basically I just searched the pictures, did some simply editing, and added some lines from Back To December lyric. Still an amateur -_-

Because You Were Chosen To Do So :)

2011-02-02T09:44:00.003Z

Found this pic earlier at my Tumblr dashboard. This is a great quote. Very great. I saw it then seconds after that, I'm thinking to myself, "hey, this is so freaking true."

In life, we all felt the 'hold-back' feeling. When you are about to do something, then you feel like, no, I can't do it, that's impossible, ask someone else to do that instead, etc. And someone told us like, no, you're perfect to do that, come on you can do it, etc. But all we feel after that is feeling more holded back. And why is that?

I felt that too.

I am the leader of Rokris34 this year. When I first being chosen, I felt that too. But then I feel, well, this is a good chance. Maybe I can train myself to be a leader from this. Through the time, I feel like I didn't do good things as a leader. I miss some things, I can't do my job, etc. Then I feel the 'hold-back' feeling all over again. And whenever I got a job, I'm so lazy to do it. It's like, I don't like to do my job. At all.

But then, in Retreat Rokris34 last September, the priest told us that,"If you were chosen to do something, it meant that God has chosen you to do that from everyone else."

And it's true!

So, now, whenever I got a job or feel the 'hold-back' feeling again, I try to calm myself by repeating what the priest told me. And guess what? It really calms me down and I'm ready!

♥,KARTIKANDINI

Introduce You : Midnight Breakfast

2011-01-30T11:26:00.006Z

hey!

Just created a header and added some things to my sister's blog : Midnight Breakfast

click the image to go straight to Midnight Breakfast

yep, that's me who made that! tee-hee :3

anyway, please see her blog, you might see some good things. Well, she's still an amateur, but you'll respect her, right? I'm an amateur too :)

these are some snapshots of her blog

and bytheway, are you a fingerboarder? The people who play fingerboards? Because my sister is selling one of her wood fingerboard, and I guarantee you, this is high quality!

This is her post

click the image to go straight to the post

well, are you interested?
If you need to ask something, just comment this post on my blog or comment that post on my sister's blog, or ask me in the chatbox on the sidebar, or add my BB PIN 22170B7B

please, leave some messages on the chatbox :)

thankyou! gracias! danke! have a good day everyone!

Review : Our Story

2011-01-29T11:52:00.002Z

Just finished reading an amazing novel, it's Our Story by Orizuka. And this is a very good novel! I just love it too much.

And, since this novel is Indonesian Novel (I don't know if Orizuka sell it in foreign countries), I will tell you some about this novel in Indonesian. Sorry, english readers!

Judul : Our Story
Pengarang : Orizuka
Penerbit : Authorized Books

Masa SMA.
Masa yang selalu disebut sebagai masa paling indah,
tapi tidak bagi anak-anak SMA Budi Bangsa.

SMA Budi Bangsa adalah sebuah SMA di pinggiran ibukota yang terkenal dengan sebutan SMA pembuangan sampah, karena segala jenis sampah masyarakat ada di sana.

Preman. Pengacau. Pembangkang. Pembuli. Pelacur.

Masuk dan pulang sekolah sesuka hati.
Guru-guru honorer jarang masuk dan memilih mengajar di tempat lain.
Angka drop out jauh lebih besar daripada yang lulus.

Sekilas, tidak ada masa depan bagi anak-anak SMA Budi Bangsa,
bahkan jika mereka menginginkannya.

Masa SMA bagi mereka hanyalah sebuah masa suram yang harus segera dilewati.

Supaya mereka dapat keluar dari status 'remaja' dan menjadi 'dewasa'.
Supaya tak ada lagi orang dewasa yang bisa mengatur mereka.
Supaya mereka akhirnya bisa didengarkan.

Ini, adalah cerita mereka.

Our Story menceritakan siswa-siswi SMA Budi Bangsa, sekolah yang terkenal dengan sebutan 'sekolah sampah' akibat murid-murid yang mereka miliki. Murid-murid yang terkenal sebagai tukang ribut, pencuri, pemakai narkoba, pelacur, penipu, dan segala macam pelajar dengan kualitas terbawah lainnya.

Salah satu dari mereka adalah Nino, seorang ketua geng di sekolah tersebut yang ditakuti oleh semua murid, maupun para guru. Tak ada yang berani membantah perintah-perintah Nino. Siapapun yang mengkhianati Nino, pantas Nino hukum. Nino menjadi hukum di sekolah itu.

Ada juga Ferris, satu-satunya anak yang 'normal' diantara siswa-siswi SMA Budi Bangsa yang notabene adalah anak-anak bandel. Mengaku sebagai ketua OSIS SMA Budi Bangsa dan satu-satunya anggota OSIS di sekolah itu. Desas-desus mengatakan bahwa ia dan sang ketua geng, Nino, adalah sahabat sebelum Ferris pindah ke SMA Budi Bangsa. Saat di SMA Budi Bangsa, Nino & Ferris tidak pernah akrab.

Seorang murid pindahan baru telah memberi warna baru bagi sekolah yang seolah tak ada masa depan ini. Yasmine, seorang murid pindahan dari Amerika yang sebenarnya pindah ke sini karena salah daftar. Terjadi kesalahpahaman antara ayahnya dan supirnya. Pindah ke sekolah ini membuka kenangan-kenangan lama Yasmine, sekaligus memberikan pengalaman-pengalaman yang belum pernah ia alami sebelumnya.

Ferris & Yasmine bekerja sama untuk membuat perubahan drastis di sekolah ini. Mulai dari pengayaan mandiri menjelang UAN, disaat para guru bahkan tak ada yang mau repot-repot untuk mengajar, mengubah nasib anak-anak ini satu persatu.

Dan akhirnya, Yasmine pun menemukan suatu pengalaman yang tak pernah ia alami sebelumnya : cinta

Got Awards♥

2011-01-24T08:57:00.005Z

FINALLY!! After years and years got no more awards, I got an award from Lulu. hihihi thank you so much lulu! Although I think I'm not stylish....... but still, thankyou! ♥

and as always, I have to tell you 8 things about myself

1. My name is Mahardhika Kartikandini. My friends and my family call me Cilla or Cillaey, which is my twitter name. My teachers absence me as Mahardhika. People often misspelled me as Mahardika, instead of Mahardhika. I got that a lot! My last year's TOEFL result, my last year's Alseace choir award, my Bulcup XII choir award. I hope my KTP won't do the same

2. I have an imaginary friend. Not so imaginary, actually. It's a little pink elephant doll.
ISN'T SHE CUTE????!!!!!! yes, she is. so much. Her name is Dambi. Not Dumb-i. Just Dambi. And she's so cute. I had her since I was 9/10. I forgot.

3. I love Ian Somerhalder, Harry Shum Jr, and Bruno Mars. So much!
Ian Somerhalder is an actor who plays in The Vampire Diaries TV Series. He's just damn hot! Harry Shum Jr is an actor and amazing dancer who dance and acts as Cable in Step Up 2 : The Streets and Step Up 3D, also Mike Chang in Glee TV Series. He's a cute one! And, cool dancer, too. Bruno Mars..... well, you already know who he is, right? He's an amazing singer. His voice is just so amazing and sexy haha. And his smile...... it's melting me down. aaaa me love you all!

4. I watch CSI every night. Every night, before go to sleep, I watch CSI first on FoxCrime or AXN. I like all CSI, CSI : Crime Scene Investigation, CSI : Miami, or CSI : NY. I like CSI : NY best, though
5. I haven't watch any concert ever. Why? Simple, Cost too much money and my parents are just...... I don't what to say. Overprotective? Not quite. They just don't let me. Just go to High School's Closing ceremony will need so much energy just to ask for permission. Don't know why. It makes me sad, though. Remembering (maybe) I won't be watching Bruno Mars' concert on 4 April 2011 :(

6. I haven't been in a relationship simple. Don't know why ha-ha. Maybe because I just not into those issue. Love, boys. Just enjoy being single. And no one haven't asked me yet. #ceritanyagalau

7. Really really want to do online shopping!! Online store's stuffs are just so cute and hard to find in ordinary shop. I just did it. For the first time in my life. Ha-ha. Bought a pair of wondershoe shoes, the one who attracts me so much

8. I am so scared to do a rolling. In indonesian, we call it "jungkir balik/roll depan". I don't know why. I just......scared. I can do it, but only with support. and support just from certain persons. Not everyone can reduce my fear

anyway, I'll give this to :
Ajeng
Morla
Timami
Anggraeni

thanks! :)

Got Featured♥

2011-01-17T08:50:00.005Z

Got featured on Audrey's blog : Funky Trolley | The Official Audrey's Blog

click the image to go straight to the post

wiwiwi thank you so much my dear! :D

she said that I got featured because of my blog looks simple but still cute...... once again, thanks! I can teach you how to put anything like I have if you want ;)

anyway, it's been 2 weeks-nearly 3 weeks since the school started. How I feel? Extremely tired and really really needs some more time to sleep! :(

I have 2 tests tomorrow, Math and Civics. Yea, civics. That unimportant-subject-but-so-damn-annoying-and-troublesome subject. Believe or not, I often have to re-test because I got bad score. Duh, civics, can't you just get out of my life? I got very very tired of you! :( #demopkn #curhatdikit

and so many tasks to do. civics paper, indonesian paper, also some tasks to do for me as Rokris 34's leader.

gaaaaaahhh feels like wanna stop the time and sleep and dreaming like this cat....... it feels so peaceful

where's my holiday? I need it sooner and sooner!

♥, KARTIKANDINI

I'M BACK

2011-01-13T10:50:00.010Z

just realized that tumblr is a very very interesting website. and I decided to take care of my tumblr once again. and HERE IT IS

I (RE)PRESENT YOU

click the image to go straight to Hidden Passion

I come back. Recently was rebloging some cool photos, and one of them is Bruno Mars' photo! (♥.♥)click the image to go straight to Bruno Mars' photo post

ISN'T HE JUST H-A-W-T?!!! (♥.♥) uuuu me love you, Bruno Mars! So-much (♥.♥)

and some quick news:

1. got tired of a guy. I don't know what does he want, but that annoys me. so much. he texts me about something that is so-not-important and I think it's not necessary to ask me. gargh. hate him. Just go away, please?

2. I got a very very bad place in report. I think I got more stupid and lazier when I got into sience class -_- But I can't stand social, too. Can't I just skip the high school study times (only the study moment) and go straight to college? no? kay, whatever -_-

3. My recent favorite tunes

I think Grenade is a very galau song. what is 'galau' in English? whatever. In indonesian, we called it 'galau' for a mixed feeling between sad, love, confused, anything sad. yes. Galau song. hahahaha

4. I just took some outfit photos, but I'm too afraid to post it-_- do you it's okay?

that's it for a supposed-to-be-i'm-back-post-but-it turns-out-to-be-random-post post.

have a nice day and nice (soon to be) weekend y'all!

♥,KARTIKANDINI

100 Truths

2011-01-09T06:48:00.002Z

got really really bored on this afternoon. so, when I was blogwalking, I found this interesting post and try to post it in my version

001. Real name : Mahardhika Kartikandini
002. Like it? : love-it-so-much :D
003. Nickname(s) : cilla, cillaey, cillo
004. Status : SINGLE
005. Zodiac sign : Leo
006. Male or female : Female
007. Elementary: SD Charitas Jakarta
008. Middle School : SMP Pangudi Luhur Jakarta
009. High School : SMAN 34 Jakarta
010. Hair color : Black
011. Long or short : (for me) short! :(
012. Eye color : black
013. Weight : 57 :"""(
014. Height : 145-ish :(
015. Righty or lefty : righty
016. Loud or Quiet : loud
017. Sweats or Jeans : jeans
018. Phone or Camera : phone
019. Health freak : maybe?
020. Piercings? : yep, on ears
021. Do you have a crush on someone? : Harry Shum JR! ♥♥♥
022. Eat or Drink : both
023. Purse or Backpack : both
024. Tattoos : was, now it had been erased
025. Do You Like Yourself? : of course!
026. Current worry? : my (secret) project

THIS OR THAT:
027. Orange or Apple Juice : apple juice
028. Night or Day : day
029. Sun or Moon : moon
030. TV or Internet : Internet
031. PlayStation or XBox : PlayStation
032. Kiss or Hug : both :D
033. Iguana or Turtle : turtle
034. Spider or Bee : neither
035. Fall or Spring : spring. maybe?
036. Limewire or iTunes : iTunes
037. Soccer or Baseball : baseball!

FIRSTS:
038. First surgery : amandel
039. First piercing : can't remember
040. First best friend : ............ I forgot her name -_-
041. First Sport : running?
042. First award : juara 2 lomba kartini di TK
043. First crush : he-who-must-not-be-named. stupid crush
044. First pet : turtle! forgot its name -_-
045. First big vacation : Puncak for my first birthday
046. First big birthday : 16's birthday, with my XIA2 family in my house *hug*

CURRENTLY:
047. Eating : macaroni homemade
048. Drinking : water
049. I’m about to : dont-know-what-to-do
050. Listening to : The Other Side - Bruno Mars ft Cee-Lo Green & B.o.B
051. Singing? : same as above
052. Typing? : this silly post -_-
053. Waiting for : the guests come home so I can take another macaroni! >:o

YOUR FUTURE:
054. Want kids : SURE!
055. When : when I'm married
056. Want to get married : of course
057. When : when I found my Mr. Right. And when he proposed me. haha!
058. Where Do You Want To Live : GERMANYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!
059. Careers in mind : doctor, or something about chemistry (ameen)
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little : doctor & cashier -_-
061. Mellow Future Or Wild : both
062. Something You Would Never Try : drugs & cigarettes. and free sex!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
063. Lips or eyes : eyes.
064. Shorter or taller : taller
065. Romantic or spontaneous : both
066. Nice stomach or nice arms : both
067. Sensitive or loud : loud
068. Hook-up or relationship : relationship
069. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker
070. Hugging or Kissing? : both :)
071. Tan Skinned or Light? : both
072. Dark or Light Hair? : dark
073. Muscular or Normal? : not too muscular, but not normal

HAVE YOU EVER:
074. Lost glasses/contacts : twice! :(
075. Ran away from home : never
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense : never
077. Killed somebody : never
078. Broken someone’s heart : idk........ as far as I know, never
079. Been arrested : never
080. Cried when someone died : yes
081. Kissed A Stranger? : never. oh please -_-
082. Climbed Up A Tree? : never
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend : yes. and turns out bad *curhat*

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
084. Yourself : I do
085. Miracles : sure!
086. Love at first sight : I do
087. Heaven : of course I do
088. Santa Claus : yep.
089. Kiss on the first date : BIG NO

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now : not only one, moreeeee!!!
091. Do You Like Someone : right now, no
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : sure!
093. Do you believe in God : A BIG YESS!

LASTS
094. Received/ Sent Text Message : dad brings my phone, so I can't see it
095. Received Call : same as above
096. Call Made? : same as above
097. Comment On MySpace : even I forget I have this acc.lol
098. Missed Call : same as above's above
099. Person You Hung out With : Family!
100. Post as 100 truths of myself

LOOKLET

2011-01-07T09:56:00.003Z

so........ are you guys into Looklet! This page is AH-MA-ZING! not as amazing as X.5 of course ;;)

ANYWAY, I'm sooooo into Looklet. Maybe beacuse I'm not stylish in the real world - besides I have a very very fat body. NOT EASY AT ALL TO FIND CLOTHES THAT IS SO ME - I tried to be stylish. Tried. In looklet world.

call me anything. yep. I'm labil (i don't know if this is an english word. All I know is labil in Indonesian). A labil 16 years old.

anywaaaaaay, check some of my best looks!

those are looks that good above 5 hearts. Yea, I know, I'm still an amateur. But tell you one thing, other looklet-user that got above 100 hearts, they created looks that........unexplainable. Not like me. I keep my looks simple, wearable, fit for all occasion, but still stylish and chic.

so what do you think about my looks? ;)

check out my looklet

Saturday Night Out

2011-01-02T09:38:00.003Z

Had some fun with friends at Tria's Sweet Seventeen Birthday Party last night at Brewww! Cafe, Kemang

caution : I look really really fat in the photos. Don't know why :( Imma go diet more and more

L to R : ME, Citra, Eki, Alyn

that's ME karaoke-ing -_-

L to R : Citra, ME, Dian, Gemi

L to R : ME, Dian

Go there with Nisa and Citra, they came to my house first then my Dad took us to the place. And when we arrived there........ there was no one there O.O fortunately (I don't know if this word really exist-_-) there's someone who told us that the party's in upstairs. And........yes no one arrived yet. Actually Tria and Gemi had arrived first. And Tria's family too. Then we took the chances that there are only a few people comes first....... we took some photos. Lots, actually ;;)

And Tria's mom asked to sing some times! About more than 5 times I guess hahaha but I only sings 3 times. First I Will Fly by Ten2Five (longlasting song, bytheway), the second song was Sempurna by Andra And The Backbone (I miss the lyrics here....... It was supposed to be 'Dimataku' but I sang it 'Diwajahku' HAHAHAH epic fail.....) and the third was Happy Birthday (is it important to tell you? HAHA), and some hilarious game. Oh, did I mention I ate-a-lot last night at Tria's? Yep, that's true. I ate and ate and ate lots of food. Grrgghh, that's gonna make me fatter and fatter :(

aaaannnddd anyway, there's a really really big presents for Tria : NEW BOYFRIEND!! Yep, congrats for Tria & Asa, our new couple :) congrats guys, longlast! Don't forget the PEJE (Pajak Jadian, I don't know how to say it in english-_-) for XIA2 ehehehe

then go home at 10-ish pm by Taxi with Reska Bella Anin Citra Nisa. Arrived home at 10.30-ish pm -_-

but this is worth it! I had some fun at Tria's Birthday Party. Tired but FUN :D

And finally, holiday's over tomorrow :( nightmare's coming. So-not-ready-for-school. Literally. I prepared nothing. Only some loose leafs, stationary, nothing's new actually. No school spirits at all. just thrilled to meet my friends and eat canteen foods, nothing else.

Gaaah, God, please add some days to my holiday. Still want to wake up knowing that I don't have to go to school today.

Make time go slower :(

WELCOME 2011 &the other things

2011-01-01T06:52:00.002Z

WELCOMING 2011!! so far I did nothing on this new year. In fact, I was sleeping when the clock hits 00:00. not good, huh? yep. nothing really special happens in this new year. Just watch movies with the family, being sleepy, then falls asleep. oh and, eats Pizza with big fam after the year changing church service. Just it. No fireworks, no trumpets, nothing at all

But this is 2011, baby! It's a brand new year (gaya ngomong sok bule gaul)

I did some things in the first day of 2011. start my new project. what project? sst, it's confidential. I can't tell you. I'll tell you when it's finished. hihihi, just hope that this project would succed.

Oh and, I'M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH BRUNO MARS AND HARRY SHUM JR.

Bruno Mars, the cute and genius singer that always attracts me in his new songs. And videos. Especially the Just The Way You Are video. Totally make me go (♥.♥). Can't help to watch it over and over again. Also his action in the Billionaire video, he just soooo cute. His smile....... the sweetest smile I've ever seen! Too bad he got into drugs and many other bad things.

Harry Shum Jr, a cute dancer and actor from Step Up 2 : The Streets, Step Up 3D, and Glee! On Step Up 2 : The Streets and Step Up 3D played as Cable, onGlee plays as Mike Chang. And he just so-damn-cute! He looks like chinese, that's true, but too damn cute to resists! And his dance move was.......... WOW. Incredible. Can't stop youtube-ing dance videos of him

And found a new TV series, which Harry Shum Jr being the choreographer and one of the character too. The LXD : Legion of Extraordinary Dance. Or is it Dancers? I don't know. Really really want to watch it since Harry Shum Jr plays too

2011 Resolutions

2010-12-31T12:08:00.001Z

Banyak duit. Lebih dan lebih lagi. Karena banyak sekali yg ingin gue lakukan di 2011 dan gue butuh duit. Apalagi mengingat gue cukup boros dalam menghabiskan uang -_-

Gak labil lagi. Semoga taun depan (kebetulan taun dpn gue sweet 17th) gue gak labil lagi

Makin rajin lagi. Mengingat perilaku gue gak rajin semenjak masuk sma. Entah mengapa

Dapet pacar. Atau seenggaknya gebetan. Atau seenggaknya orang disuka. Apakek yg bikin hidup gue galau ha-ha. Sekaligus gak bikin gue sok sok galau. Ha-ha itu mah wish ya bukan resolution

KURUUUUSSSS!!!! Ayo ayo ayo Cilla giat diet giat olahraga ayo ayo sweet 17th nanti udah 45 kg amiiinnn!!!!

Ngemention @iansomerhalder dan @iharryshum sampe di folback & dimention balik. Fan mode : on -_-

More mature. Gak labil lagi, gak moody lagi, gak rempong metong rebek lagi. Just being me. Mature me

And last (sebenernya msh banyak tp males aja nyebut satu2), mengaktifkan blog ini lebih & lebih lagi. Dan mempromosikan blog ini lebih lagi. Percuma kan kalo gue capek2 nulis belakang2nya gaada yg baca. Ha-ha

34 2012 MENJAJAH BALIIIIII

2010-12-31T01:01:00.005Z

Had some wonderful days with my 34'12♥

34 2012 GOES TO BALIIIIIIIIIII WOOHOOO!!!!! kita ke bali dalam rangka studi tour, yang belakang-belakangnya malah gaada unsur 'studi'-nya sama sekali hahahah. gaada nyatet-nyatetan, gaada disuruh bikin laporan, pulang-pulang langsung liburan, wiihiih surga banget deh pokoknya, seneng-senengan di Bali sama 34'12 hahahah.

kesana naik bis, kita membusuk di bis selama 2 hari. Berangkat tanggal 18, baru sampe tanggal 19 malem. jederrrr. dan dari pelabuhan ke hotelnya 3 jam lebih, lebih lama dari jakarta-bandung -_-

begitu sampe di hotel, ternyata gue Citra Nisa Tria Ima dapet kamar di lantai 4. Begitu naik lift.... ternyata kamarnya outdoor. jadi kita harus berlarian di tengah hujan untuk mencari kamarnya (disaat bersamaan lagi ujan) dan dengan bawaan gue yang....banyak. oke. Koper, tasnya 2, sama bantal. yehaa. sebelah guru. cukup terasingkanlah kamarnya. terus kita nunggu sampe jam 12 lebih, terus ke kamarnya Cita untuk surprisin dia. terus akhirnya kita bangun telat dan makan telat. dan besok paginya hujan (lagi). terus baru deh kita jalan-jalan yang gue lupa kita kemana aja -_-

pokoknya di hotel itu selama 2 malem. terus abis itu kita pindah ke hotel lain yang ternyata lebih enak dari hotel yang pertama. jauh. seenggaknya kamarnya lebih gede & gak outdoor.

terus abis itu balik deeeeh.

cuma ada kengaretan gitu deh. harusnya kita sampe jakarta tanggal 23 jam 11 malem, gataunya sampe jakarta baru tanggal 24 jam 5 pagi-_-

enjoy the photos!

L to R : Nisa, Ima, Citra, Dinda, ME, Wieke

ALL XIA2 PEPOL!

up : L to R : Sheila, Devi, Dinda, Ajeng, Nadia, Citra, Icha, Mira, ME
down : L to R : Intan, Kemmy, Echa, ME

L to R : ME, Citra

up : L to R : Nisa, Tania, Bu Ruby (XIA2's mom!), Ima, ME, Nova, Dyah
down : Citra
ALL X.5 PEPOL!

up : L to R : Nisa, Cita, Om, Rendra, Ares
middle : L to R : Dyah, Tria, Ivy, Ima, Bu Ruby, Nova, Wieke, Sukma, Fitri
down : L to R : Citra, Nisa-jeger, Dinda, Tania, ME

L to R : Dinda, ME

so, it was amazing six days with you guys! Love 2012 more and more♥♥♥

Uncostumized Desire

Liarsssssss

My Version of True Love

What Happened in 2011

New On The Block - CLOTHING!

Thank You, Mom

Positive

Christmas Before Christmas

BKUI 2011!!!!!

Breaking Dawn

11/11/11 Spesial?

WELCOME TO THE GRAVE!

Recommended : Promises, Promises

October : Snap&Look Around

UTS

34 Senior High

Sweet Seventeen Dinner :3

Super Galau~

Lunch++

Retreat Rokris34!

Breakfasting!

Crazy For Nails

You Are My Rock

XII IPA 1'S BREAKFASTING!

Annisa's Birthday Dinner!

Another Quote of The Day

XI CINTA 2'S SECOND BUKBER!

Finally Seventeen!

2011-08-14T11:19:00.002Z Do I really love him, or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have? -@viatumblr:'(

Reflection : Humanity

Kamu Sekuat Aku

Stay Positive, Singles! :)

Hanna Marin -- Hot Outfit Alert!!

Sing-A-Pore

Inspiration Of The Day

XICINTA2

ANYER IN PARADISE♥

Adventure Day!

NEW COLLECTIONS COMING!

la ballerine rose

Flattered

Kick!

THEY'RE COMING!

Tribute to XICINTA2 :')

Mengenang XI CINTA 2

Dark Colors

Hardiknas 2011

NEW IN TOWN

Pre-Order I

COMING SOON : EOY SHOPPE♥

Random

KARAOKE BLAST!

Dogs and Florals Are Girl's Best Friends

Sweet Denim

How to Do A Healthy Diet

Easy Ways to Save Earth!

Girls Sleepover

I'M BACK!!

Fail Holiday

HILARIOUS!

DIY Loose Shoulder Tee

Holidays!

Dr. Tumblr

Short Trip

Eatin' Up The Webcam

Parents' Wardrobe Stealer

Sushi!

Another Life Experience :)

Photos From Choir Competition at Alseace'11

Happy Saturday :)

Back To December

Because You Were Chosen To Do So :)

Introduce You : Midnight Breakfast

Review : Our Story

Got Awards♥

Got Featured♥

I'M BACK

100 Truths

LOOKLET

Saturday Night Out

2011-08-14T11:19:00.002Z

Do I really love him, or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have?
-@viatumblr
:'(